I’m quietly giddy. I am all too aware that this happened before; we’ve been here before… but also- I’m excited. I can’t help it.
As of this minute, right now, in this present moment- I AM PREGNANT. There is no denying this:
And, if things go as I know WE ALL desperately want them to, next summer I will deliver a healthy baby boy BACK into the longing arms of his parents!!! That’s so cool! Science is awesome.
I think a lot of this happiness that I swore I would reign in after the first failure is prompted by the fact that a few of the other surrogates I follow got to show their IP’s the baby(ies) heartbeats over the last couple of days and I CAN’T WAIT to experience that and all the other milestones that will hopefully follow. I’m pumped!